Capsized and taking on water, my life raft is going under. I clinch my fists with anger and fear. I won't accept that I've put myself here.
Some things never change, but one thing remains the same, is when You'd show Your face, I always managed to turn and look away.
Shifting tides, and crashing waves, those currents pulled me away, further and further away. Ever changing just like the sea, I put my faith in things that could be seen. But I know that You're still there, the waves still know Your name.
I filled my cup up to the brim, with a poison known as bitterness, down the hatch I opened wide, I chased it down with pride.
O to grace how great a debtor,
daily I'm constrained to be.
Let Thy goodness, like a fetter,
bind my wandering heart to Thee.
Prone to wander, Lord, I feel it,
prone to leave the God I love.
Here's my heart, Lord, take and seal it, seal it for Thy courts above.
'Cause better is one day in Your courts, than thousands elsewhere.
released July 1, 2015
Recorded, mixed and mastered by Bryan Papic at Luckyhorse Studios
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